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stress.....

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 14:57:32 GMT

this week has been unbeleivably stressful. but beyond that i miss my....i dont know exactly what we are...but i miss him, deeply. ive always have said i wouldnt be able to do long distance relationships. but the fact is..thats exactly what ive been doing for the past year. except this kind of long distance is worse. its like hes right in front of me, just in reach. but i cant touch him. and the sad part about it is we want to be together but we know we cant for a little while longer. i dont know how much more i can take.....

dun dun duh!

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 14:40:29 GMT

well college gets a little closer everyday. its kinda scary but kinda exciting. i just pray i get a roommate that wont drive me insane. things in the guy section have completely exploded...in a bad way. but you guys pray for my friend david to keep coming to church with me. he really needs it. thanks.

love ya!

Hello....

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 04:09:46 GMT

so....not really much to say...

college starts in a few weeks. a little scared...a little excited.

yeah.....talk to you guys later....

Love...

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 02:59:01 GMT

love is everything.....and i finally have it within my grasp...

.......

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 16:23:06 GMT

life is content right now.....thats about it...sometimes i think i want so much more....

ahhhhhh!!!

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 14:04:59 GMT

well hes back......dun dun duh!!! yeah a blast from my past is back its kinda scary. but its time to conquer my fears......

one step closer to college!

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 19:37:13 GMT

well customs is officially over with....kinda sad. im ready to go back. i kinda wish i was living on campus now...oh well. i have 15 hrs this semester. for those of you who dont quite understand (like me before customs): thats 15 hrs a week for the first semester, then i change classes next semester. im taking an art, history, college algebra, university 1010, and a writing class. now im just trying to figure out how im going to fit college, work, homework, and church together without being completely overwhelmed. but ill get through it somehow. the lord provides....

Starbucks and movies....

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 01:28:20 GMT

today i went to starbucks with corey, candi, kale, and tyler. we had some pretty interesting conversations. there were some confessions...i almost cried (litterally). after that me, candi, and tyler went to the house im house sitting and watched movies....very interesting. blah blah blah was a big part of it. i wanted to scream in a pillow...

But anyways...orientation starts tomorrow morning at 7:30 in the freakin mornin!!!!! ahhhhh!!!

Quoting my life....

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 00:50:53 GMT

yeah i know...."two entrys in one day....what a dork!".....but i found these and just had to put them on here. they have significance. im just not saying about whom.....theres more than one person though.....

let me ruin your life
let me break your heart
let me destory who you thought
you were then;
ill ask you if we
could just be friends
just like you did to me

even if we never talk again _ please remember
that i am forever changed by who you are &
what you meant to me

You're not even mine and I'm scared to lose you.

You don't even have to be

together for him to break your heart.

I know you're worth the wait
And I can't explain
What I'm going through inside
But I would turn away the world
Just to have you here with me tonight

isnt it amazing how you can keep
so much bottled up inside of you,
& you can just walk around &
nobody has any idea..

[L I E S ][ D R A M A ][ T E A R S]
cheers to the [ teenage ] years

im so confused!!!!

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 15:53:44 GMT

have you ever wanted something so much it was tearing you apart...just to find out that you have waited on it so long that your not shure that you want it anymore?